[Life] If you don't speak, no one will know; if you write, who will believe?

Author: JEFFI CHAO HUI WU

Time: 2025-7-06 Sunday, 8:51 PM

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[Life] If you don't speak, no one will know; if you write, who will believe?

In my life, I have experienced too much; when I speak of it, no one knows, and even if I write it down, no one is willing to believe it.

Sometimes I feel like I am a person living in another dimension, walking ahead of others, yet constantly looking back in solitude—watching how this world gradually misses, ignores, and even mocks those things I have already experienced firsthand. I am not a scientist, not a philosopher, nor a prophet; I am just a person who has done, walked, seen, and thought. Yet all of this is so beyond common sense that, if I don’t speak, no one knows; if I write, who would believe it?

Many people think that miracles are scripted, but the things I have personally experienced do not require a script. With the simplest tools and the oldest equipment, I created a system that others might spend tens of millions to achieve. I did not rely on a team, capital, or the benefits of the times, but rather on one person gradually experimenting, deducing, and verifying. Those who once underestimated me and questioned me can only remain silent in the end, because their understanding cannot keep up with my practice.

Ironically, this practice is not regarded as "evidence." Many people do not believe it because they simply cannot understand: how could an ordinary person, without background or resources, achieve what others cannot even imagine? They would rather believe in luck, chance, or even conspiracy theories than admit that there are indeed people in this world who can rely solely on their own wisdom and perseverance to create something unprecedented without depending on anyone else.

I once designed a complete enterprise system by myself, from logistics to finance, from customer management to the user interface, relying solely on my own exploration, optimization, and practical experience. I never received any so-called professional training, nor do I understand the modern popular IT languages, but in the end, it ran faster, more stably, and more effectively than enterprise-level software. No one believes me. When I mention it, others just laugh and say I'm bragging. But I know I'm not lying. I just didn't say the whole truth.

I relied on a very special method to regrow my hair without medication or any medical means. It wasn't a temporary improvement; it was a long-term restoration of black hair in the balding areas. I know that when I say this, almost no one believes it. But it's true. I took photos, kept records, and could even verify it on the spot, yet even when presented with evidence, many people would just say, "Did you use some secret remedy?" They would rather believe in hidden drugs or unconventional techniques than acknowledge that the human body and mental energy indeed have potentials they do not understand.

For more than six years, I have practiced martial arts and swordplay without interruption in the early morning. In the cold wind and low temperatures, I train alone, wearing only a light garment, practicing punches, standing post, and sweating in temperatures as low as six or seven degrees Celsius, for over a year. I never consider this to be "asceticism" or a "challenge"; it is merely a natural response after my body has adjusted to a certain level. However, when others hear this, they often think I am just toughing it out or putting on a show. They do not understand that this is the result of practice, a transformation of the body achieved through countless mornings, sessions of training, and every single second that has been genuinely lived through. And none can replace this.

I write articles, each one a crystallization of my real experiences and thoughts, not stories made up on a whim, but fragments left behind after walking, thinking, and colliding. Some friends say my writing is too deep, too unique, and often makes them ponder for a long time after reading; others say they can't understand it, aren't used to it, and even feel like it was written from another world. But what I write is all about life, the reality I have lived, only it breaks out of the ordinary ways people are accustomed to and shatters the frameworks they believe in.

So, I often ask myself: should I continue to speak? Continue to write? No one listens when I speak, no one believes when I write, and I might even be attacked, misunderstood, or mocked. But later I realized that even if no one believes me, I still cannot remain silent. Because I do not write to be believed, but to avoid being drowned out.

There are too many drowned voices, ignored wisdom, and buried truths in this world. If I don't speak up, who else can leave behind this evidence? It's not to prove how great I am, but so that one day, when another person reaches a similar crossroads, they can see: someone has been here before, not an illusion, not madness, but someone who truly walked this different path.

I do not aspire to be regarded as a "great" person, nor do I wish to become anyone's "mentor." I simply want this path to have a mark—so that you, in the future, will know that all of this once truly existed. This is my mission. It is not to be believed, but to be left behind.

So I would say: If I don't speak, no one will know; if I write, who will believe it?

But I still want to write. Because even if one person believes, that is a spark.

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